Diary

Posted by Paula Cabrales April 17, 2022

Diary

I didn't have classes on Monday, it was holiday. I was really excited to finally join presential classes and meet face to face all those people I'd met by a camera. I was kind of scared of how different things would be, but anyway I wanted it.

On Tuesday I arrived early and I was anxious because I felt alone around all those huge amount of people I didn’t know. Then I started to find familiar faces, approach to them and talk to them. I wasn’t comfortable in the beginning because big amount of people sometimes makes me sick and makes me want to run away, but when I found them those thoughts disappeared. At the University’s induction me and my friends won some prices they gave us for answering questions they were asking about University and then they showed us all the places we needed to know from University. There was a concert at 6:00 pm but I could not go because it was my mom birthday and I had to go to her celebration at Otaku’s restaurant. On Wednesday I was so glad because my first class was with my favourite teacher Olga, who taught me Communication I but now she was going to teach me Pedagogical and investigative practice. Then I had Listening strategies with teacher Erika, which got me a little confused but anyway I thought it would get better. I was really tired and I wanted to sleep so I did before Communication III class with teacher Jesus. I have to admit I was a little scared with his entrance because he looked serious but as the class continued I got more and more confident with his methodology. I didn’t talk to people that much that day, I was feeling tired so I went back home immediately after classes. On Thursday my boyfriend had an accident so I spent all the day taking care of him and thanks god I had just one class with teacher Erika at 7:00 pm. It was Education’s sociology with almost all the people from my semester and my career, she just explained how things were going to be in the semester and leave us sooner as possible. Around 8 o’clock I went back home. I don’t have any classes on Friday so that’s the end of the week on University. I barerly spent all that weekend taking care of my boyfriend and looking after his wound.

My mom's birthday

Me sleeping in the floor before class :)

My friend Kari reading in the library

Waiting for Sociology class

Induction amount of people

Me at Trauma and Fractures Hospital

Induction Selfie 😎

Sociology class check

Induction Questions and prices

End of the week.

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Frailejon photo I took from the book

Activities Listening Strategy class

Picture in the bathroom after my attack

Sleeping in the hall again

Iguanas eating a mango

Selfie from Wednesday

Another picture from the book

End of the week.

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Me & my univerisity bottle 👌

Selfie of the week lol

My friends selling coffee

My university lunch

My friend Kari donating blood

The emojis activity

More emojis activity

Me doing the presentation that I could never do

End of the week.

Week four was strange. It was holy week, I went to the beach with my boyfriend for two days and everything seemed to be fine. We had fun and I felt glad because we didn't had a bad time. When I got back home things were not the same. My mom was angry because we couldnt communicate very well and she misunderstood how many days was I spending with him. She kind of punished me for it and took me to my father's place. Which is a farm where there is no internet connection most of the time. I had enogh time to think about things that have been happening in my life. It is weird, but I enjoyed that experience anyway. I stayed away from everything for a few days. When I got back home I had to make my homeworks and responsabilities I couldnt do during that time I was at my father's place.

Him and I at the beaach

Ducks from my father's farm

Pedro, the Dog

My aunt's dog called Salvatore

Milk cow called Pecas

My aunt's other dog called Coco

A sloth we saw at Tolu's park

End of the week.

This week is as far as I can say, the worse week. On Monday everything seemed to be okay. I felt excited for my classes, I liked them and I really enjoyed them. I spent some time with my friends and talked with them. Afterwards, I just went back home and did my homework for Wednesday. On Tuesday I had my classes and also they were fine, they were not my favourite but they were great. I stayed with my friends for a while and played chess. I took the metro and went back home, that day i had enough time to play Minecraft with my boyfriend and his friends, we had a fantastic time. On Wednesday I had like three classes in a row and anyway I liked them because everything went fine. Between Listening Strategies class and Communication III class, I had my lunch, I ate it really fast because I thought I was late for class, lucky me I wasn't. After classes I stayed at the University with my friends for a while and then my boyfriend took me home because I wanted to see him for a while. We stayed at my place, we saw videos on his phone and we talked. It's always so hard when we have to say goodbye because we always want to stay. On Thursday I cleaned up the house early. While I was cleaning I took a break and my phone fell and broke its display. So sorry if I dont have so many pictures, my phone is completely dead by now. Then I went to my University about 5 PM because I wanted to talk with my friends before my Sociology class at 7 PM. And that's exactly what I did. In my Sociology class I was scared because I had to present a topic with my friends and they arrived late. I thought I had to explain it alone for once. At the end we could't expose because some groups took alot of time to do it and it was very late already. My boyfriend took me home and I was hoping he could stay for a while but it was so late, anyway we played Minecraft togheter later that night. On Friday we wanted to celebrate our 11th month but we couldn't so I felt so sad, frustrated and desperate that I treat him wrong for once again (third time I guess and I thought I was having a better control of my emotions). I made him feel bad about it, it was not fair for my part obviosly. I'm not okay now. I'm scared and I don't know how things are or not going to be fixed. I might get a breakup sooner. And I don't feel ready for it...

Harry once said '' Just stop your crying

It'll be alright

They told me that the end is near
We gotta get away from here''

Me sitting on a Tropical's table with some friends

My friends playing chess

Me and my friend Majo in Communication III class

Me :)

Me with in the bathroom (This time i'm okay)

A chocolate somebody gave me

My PC screen damaged but I could still play Minecraft on it.

End of the week.

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An apple compote I ate

Me taking my permission for therapy while drinking an apple soda :)

A necklace I did for my boyfriend, because f*** it, we still togheter

Me and my cat Zoe :3

My friend Laura took a picture of me and my guitar so there you are

An Iguana <3

The only selfie I took this week lol

Communication III class important info 👌

End of the week.

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This is how I looked on Monday

Me playing guitar

Me at Traumas again (Twice this year

Wednesday selfie lol

Two cute frogs drinking beer

A drawing I made on Tuesday

Me & Majo nerveous about the roleplay

A flower my friend Vale gave me <3

Me sitting in the hall

More about that flower <3

End of the week.

This week was very nice and I felt so thankful for it, even though I was kind of stressed. I didn’t have classes on Monday, because of the armed strike. I spent the whole day doing my homework and housework. I was very tired so I decided to have a break and play the guitar meanwhile. On Tuesday I had classes and the University looked empty. Now I can see that most of the people who study in the University are from towns around, where the armed strike was worst and they weren’t allowed to go out the town or something really bad could happen to them. The teacher said our class was cancelled since there weren’t many people for the class, so I stayed with my friends just talking and having a good time. Later I went to my Communication class and when it was over I went to my boyfriend’s house to spend some time together. We had a great time.

On Wednesday I had 3 classes in a row, but I liked them all. My friend Vale and I had breakfast together and we talked until our classes started. When the classes were finally over, my friends and I played Jenga and I lost most of the time like a champion. Afterwards I went back home and did my homework and played guitar for a while. On Thursday I visited my dad at my aunt’s house, thanks god he is getting better and the scars are healing very well. I had my Sociology class there because it was a virtual class due to the armed strike that seemed to be taken place again in some towns. I was supposed to go out with my boyfriend but we had a communication problem and we couldn’t because it was already too late and we were tired. On Friday I did my homework and then I went outside to eat something with my boyfriend, this time everything went well. On Saturday we helped a friend called Brenda with a photoshoot for her clothes brand called ‘’Brema’’. It is a brand who support Cordoba’s artists with their designs on their clothes. Then we went to his house and watched videos together. On Sunday we stayed together because we wanted to see the moon eclipse together and that’s what we did. Actually this week was very beautiful but the only bad thing was the stress of the armed strike.